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I'm not always hurting. Its just that sometimes when I'm wounded I bleed words onto paper. Writing---it's a band-aid of sorts. Calms me down I guess.
That being said.
My life hurts right now.
Right now as in today and yesterday, maybe tomorrow and hopefully not next week.
After that I will be cured. La la la.
I hope.
My thoughts. The ones I choose to make public. Not the other ones. ...This is the outdated version of my life. (I tend to post a long while after I write.)
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About Me
- Esther
- Independent and self-reliant, but slowly learning to selectively open my carefully guarded walls. To friends... which doesn't include everyone. Gotta lock the piros away from the carpet. Sigh... Health nut by necessity, but I'm a great cook.
Friends
- N8--My drummer-boy little (bigger) brother
- Jessie--My little sister
- Susanna--Friends4ever
- Roxie--Future Missionary
- Sharon--Cute Brunette
- Michele--Fun Size
- Haley--Short & Happy
- Timber--College Kid
- Lisa--Youth Pastor's Wife
- Christie--Jessie's mom
- Amy--Runs Through Rain
- Danika--Crazy Lady
- Susanna--Abandoned Sites starting here down
- Nemo & Liz--Quirky Couple
- Bekah--Sharper than Average
- Haley--Short n Snappy
- Haley--a little Deeper
- Candace--AKA The Gypsy
- Priss--AKA The self named Grandma
- Kezzi--AKA The Punk
- Hope--AKA The Barbie
Great Sites
Blogs of Awesome Strangers
Quirky Traits
- I'm the opposite of claustrophobic
- I slept under my bed when I was little and packed blankets around the open edges
- I can't count the times I've climbed out my window
- Not to sneak out--I just like to climb out my window
- Lately I'm trying not to hide all my emotions
- I run in the middle of the night--It calms me down
- I categorize everything and everyone in my mind
- I Hate open doors
- I love to hear guys whistle (but only if they can whistle well)
Statements I use a lot
- People are worth more than that.
- I'm weird, but I really LIKE being weird
- People are facinating
- Boys are mean
- Girls are evil
- Thats Life
- If I don't eat I'll wither away
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2 comments:
you can't please everyone all of the time. i didn't think that there was anything mean about the previous.
i'm fine by the way.
I didn't think I was mean, but since she asked me to remove it I did.
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