I miss you already
and
I miss 'our' chapter
but
As I start to slam the book closed
so
Unhappy with this ending
The Author reminds me
He is writing my book
(If I let Him)
And it's not over yet
Perhaps we were only minor characters in each other's story
But will be supporting characters in someone else's book
Here's to happy endings...
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My thoughts. The ones I choose to make public. Not the other ones. ...This is the outdated version of my life. (I tend to post a long while after I write.)
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About Me
- Esther
- Independent and self-reliant, but slowly learning to selectively open my carefully guarded walls. To friends... which doesn't include everyone. Gotta lock the piros away from the carpet. Sigh... Health nut by necessity, but I'm a great cook.
Friends
- N8--My drummer-boy little (bigger) brother
- Jessie--My little sister
- Susanna--Friends4ever
- Roxie--Future Missionary
- Sharon--Cute Brunette
- Michele--Fun Size
- Haley--Short & Happy
- Timber--College Kid
- Lisa--Youth Pastor's Wife
- Christie--Jessie's mom
- Amy--Runs Through Rain
- Danika--Crazy Lady
- Susanna--Abandoned Sites starting here down
- Nemo & Liz--Quirky Couple
- Bekah--Sharper than Average
- Haley--Short n Snappy
- Haley--a little Deeper
- Candace--AKA The Gypsy
- Priss--AKA The self named Grandma
- Kezzi--AKA The Punk
- Hope--AKA The Barbie
Great Sites
Blogs of Awesome Strangers
Quirky Traits
- I'm the opposite of claustrophobic
- I slept under my bed when I was little and packed blankets around the open edges
- I can't count the times I've climbed out my window
- Not to sneak out--I just like to climb out my window
- Lately I'm trying not to hide all my emotions
- I run in the middle of the night--It calms me down
- I categorize everything and everyone in my mind
- I Hate open doors
- I love to hear guys whistle (but only if they can whistle well)
Statements I use a lot
- People are worth more than that.
- I'm weird, but I really LIKE being weird
- People are facinating
- Boys are mean
- Girls are evil
- Thats Life
- If I don't eat I'll wither away
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1 comment:
i feel your pain. it's the same as mine.
so, you are not alone... even if you don't care for the company.
one day things will be glorious, bright and beautiful. we'll look back and laugh and thank God that he made us hold out for what he had planned.
so, yes... here's to happy endings.
beautifully written, Esther. i just hope you find what you are looking for soon. also, remember this - if it was meant to be, it will be.
i wish you nothing but happiness... and not just contentment, but true, breathtaking happiness. i think you deserve it.
maybe i'm misinterpreting what this was about... but either way, i want nothing but the best for you.
i'd take your pain for you if i could.
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